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I would like you to know that what I'm seeing at the moment is that energies are very much about going deeper within, going to places where you are able to actually find the root cause of what is going on, and what I will say about this is that it is not necessarily about simply being in your own energy and allowing yourselves to go there, because what I see generally is that when you are with yourselves, you will go to certain places, but perhaps the deeper aspects are not always accessed. And that is because you all have your own type of energies whereby there are things that you are not able to go much deeper into, perhaps because there is a lot there, and it is always good for you to go within and then ask what you need to be doing. But generally, it is good for you to do things which are more active at the moment in terms of clearing energy – so perhaps it can be to actively engage with the meditation that you are listening to. It may be to do something like go somewhere in particular, somewhere where you are able to go deeper with a group of people. It may be, for example, simply to use a technique you know, something that you have learnt about, such as a breathing tool, technique, or something else. But generally, what I will say at the moment is something active is good in terms of engaging with some process, technique, tool, or person, because these deeper energies are very difficult to clear by simply sitting alone, and that is because there may be a lot there under the surface that needs something in order to catalyse its transformation.
I am also saying all this because some of you here are sometimes wondering what I mean when I talk about going deeper, you wonder what is really meant by this, if you are doing it or not, and you wonder if going deeper is simply about being with yourselves for longer periods, or whether it is something else. And in response, I will say going deeper is simply about going into your own energy, and then doing what is necessary to really go beneath the layers, to go much more into it. And it will normally be that something will be needed to go to these deeper parts, only because there will always be things in you which have built up over time, which form like a protective layer. So you are not able to go to these other places, perhaps where there is a lot of energy that is very negative.
So one example is, you may have an issue around feeling a bit like you are not seen clearly. And when you go deep, you feel it – you feel that people don't really see you, like they treat you like someone you are not, perhaps – they treat you like you know less than you do, or you are not as advanced generally as a person, or you may even feel like they are perhaps suspecting you of doing things you are not, accusing you of things, believing that you are a bit negative when you are not at all. And when you go a bit more into this, perhaps using a tool, technique, or through a person who assists you, you may find underneath this there is something really negative, such as something that has happened a long, long time ago where really you have been seen really for someone you are not to the extent of people taking you off the Earth, believing you have done something you haven't. And underneath this, there may be something else that is very dark, perhaps a time when you were alive on Earth where the energies were just generally dark, and you were involved in things which were really negative and that was not really chosen by you, but it was expected from you. And so these are the energies lurking under the surface, perhaps undermining your sense of self, some energies you store inside around feeling like a bad person, feeling bad about yourself, guilty, and then when you are with people, what happens is because of these energies under the surface, they may suspect you of doing things you are not, or being someone who is not quite right, when really it is old energy you have not fully processed. But what I will say is underneath there may be something really difficult for you to go into, such as being part of something that involved being in civilisations, places where there were massacres of people, where there was a lot going on around loss of life, causing injury and harm to others, and it was expected of you to participate, otherwise you yourself would be taken off the Earth. And these sorts of memories can be very deep down, and they are not really seen by you or felt by you, even emotionally on a conscious level, because you feel ashamed, you feel guilty, you feel bad, you feel like you never wanted to do these things, so you have shut these memories away, which then create chaos under the surface and bring in energies which are heavier – perhaps even things that are connected to very negative realms where perhaps because of things you have been involved in, there are energies that get in, like negative entities and energies because of the past here. And as soon as this is resolved, as soon as you go there and you ask that you are forgiven – you ask for forgiveness, you go deeper, you look into it, you recognise what you have been doing and ask that it is all cleared, then the negative energies no longer from the outside affect you. You can be free of this, and your energy transforms.
So these are the sorts of things I see coming up at the moment, things like this, and a lot of you here have things like this going on inside. A lot of you who are light workers tend to really go into the mode of shutting away the things that you have never really wanted to participate in, and then these things take over and do their own thing, draw in negative energy or criticism of you, or negativity towards you, and as you resolve this from within, there is no longer a problem on the outside.
I am speaking in depth today about this subject because it is so relevant actually to all of you here in some respect. I also want you to know that guilt is not the same as doing something wrong – so generally as a light worker, because you have a lot of light and energy around light in you, you will feel a lot on the inside around wrongdoing – so where there has been injury to another, you will feel it more strongly, and because of this, it gives rise to feelings of guilt, self-doubt about your identity. And what I will say is that it is important to resolve all these things – the things you have actually done, but the things you haven't, the things that actually you have been a victim of as well, forced into. And it is important to clear all of this away at this time. I also will say that many light workers are undermined because of this – they undermine themselves, and they find themselves feeling in some way or another unable to do their life work to the fullest extent, and that means ultimately people miss out on their services. So whatever you are here to share with others, the light you have is not able to reach the people it is intended for because of these issues. So that is why I am saying to all of you, resolve these things from within. Go deep and resolve these things now so you can all be who you are meant to be in this life, make a difference, and also it will clear away the negative energies that may be affecting you from the outside.
The other thing I would like to speak about today is how much you have all been a part of life – all of you here, even those of you who have kept yourselves to yourselves, have ended up being a part of life, and because of this, it will always create some things to clear. So as soon as you incarnate, you become a part of life, and even if you try to really stay away from life, people, situations that perhaps are a bit chaotic, negative, you will inadvertently have certain experiences, and as a result, there will be things to clear. And the reason I'm saying all this is because it is impossible to avoid what you have come here to clear – so whether you hide away or not, you will come across the issues you are here to clear. So if your issue is around being persecuted, whether you interact with people or not, it will happen. So it is not about what you do or don't do – it is about knowing that there are things your soul has chosen to fully resolve in this lifetime.
So I'm saying all this out loud because it is important that those of you who feel that you have really tried to keep yourselves to yourselves, where you have tried hard not to get in anyone's way or cause a problem in anyone's life, you may feel a bit like life is unfair, that you are still blamed for things, or made to feel like the problem when you are not doing anything at all. And it is, again, just to remind you to go a bit deeper, to understand what you are here to resolve, and to understand that these things have deeper roots, and when you find the root, you will understand why it is happening to you, and as you go into this, you will resolve it fully and completely. So it is just a reminder about this.
The other thing I want to say today is that no one here is really that good at communicating what they are going through inside without going into a state where perhaps there are some things that feel a bit unclear, like there is some distortion there, and that is because when you go through something, there is always something that you are not seeing. So what I want you to know is a better way of helping people around you to understand what you are experiencing is perhaps to be a bit more grounded in yourselves, and instead of trying to explain everything – simply to communicate whatever you are experiencing in that moment and leave it at that, and everything else will automatically then be resolved from this place on other levels. So I would like to just say to you that there are things in life that can never be explained in words, especially before it is fully resolved. So no matter what you say, how you say it, whether you say it calmly from a very deep place inside or whether you say it from a place where you are flustered, annoyed, angry, it will never fully be understood, communicated clearly and understood because there is something still resolving itself. So it is better to just be with what is going on in this moment in those scenarios, and then let everything else be sorted out energetically in other ways.
I am saying this to those of you who may feel a bit annoyed at the moment, frustrated that you are not really seen by those around you, even perhaps those you go to for healing and light work, perhaps feeling inside that something is not really being felt by the other person, seen, perhaps feeling stuck in something inside and feeling like nobody's really getting you. And what I will say to you is just be with what is in this moment, communicate that, and then see what happens.
The final message I have to give you is that no one here is really that good at really being able to stay grounded in themselves when life is chaotic, difficult, and the real reason behind this is that when you are in your grounded self, you will feel a bit like the energies are not right in some way. You won't feel comfortable, so you cannot quite be in your grounded self because you will feel something out of balance, and that is because ultimately, as light workers, you understand when there is something wrong – energetically, you feel it inside. So one example is, if you are going through a time in your life where you feel inside people are getting things wrong about you, or perhaps there is some energy sent to you which isn't right, when you are in your grounded self, it will make you feel annoyed, angry, uncomfortable, and so it will be hard for you to stay there unless you are focusing and meditating on the anger, annoyance, the feelings.
And so generally, those of you who are very much about light and love will tend to, in some way or another, dissociate from your physical bodies when life is really hard, when there is a lot of negative energy around, and become a bit more about higher realms, going into them, staying there, not quite grounding your energy because of the discomfort there. And what I will say to you is that it is really important to actually do the opposite. So when life is really hard on Earth, when you feel that everything around you feels a bit chaotic, negative, perhaps you feel no one understands you, perhaps you feel betrayed by people, or let down, or upset about energies around you, or generally upset about the state of the world – that is when it is important to be even more in your body and to be present to allow the feelings to arise, to be with them, to process the energy, because through that, you are able to actually create light on Earth. But when you escape what you feel in your body, what you experience, you are literally escaping. So you may be going into higher realms and even having experiences that feel amazing to you, but nothing is being, in any way, actually resolved. Your path in that moment is literally at a standstill, and you can spend a long time in higher realms escaping what is really going on, but ultimately you will have to come back into your body and work with what is there in order to resolve things – the things you have chosen to work through, the karmic things, the things on a soul level you have chosen perhaps to even transmute for the rest of humanity as well as for yourself. So it is a reminder, that it is always important to be grounded in your body, and then what you can do is go into much higher energies, allow them in from the place you are, you are able to then be in higher energies and allow these energies to come in and help you to transform, to change, to clear. But it is always important to first be in yourself, in your body, feeling what you feel, and that is how you make progress. That is how you raise your vibration. That is how you inspire others ultimately, in the long run – it is not through just going into higher realms, being there, and giving people some kind of experience in this place, taking them into this realm and giving them experiences, because these things feel good at the time – but ultimately if they are not in any way grounded in your body and these energies are not working on actually clearing and helping you to go much deeper into the light, then there is no purpose to it. There is no real purpose apart from curiosity, and to have a nice experience for a while. And I am saying this out loud because I want you to remember, the new age is about embodiment – it is about becoming whole, it is about stepping into who you are. It is about letting go of exploration for exploration's sake, that these things perhaps were part of the spiritual path a while ago to show people possibilities, to show people that these things existed, that these energies, realities were there. But now, it is about anchoring all these things inside the body, and to do that, you need to really be with what is. You first need to be with where you are, accept where you are, and work with it in the light of oneness, with what, with whatever energies you are feeling aligned to – whether it is archangels, whether it is working with beings who are from other places, whether it is working with tools which are more to do with somatics, like breath work, body work. But however you do it, it is important to work with the body and where you are at within yourself on a grounded level. I have no more to say.
I will say the week ahead will generally be a good one, but there will be things that you will be resolving within, important things, and this will mean that, for some of you, it is really important to go deeper, to really explore what is going on, on deeper levels. That is all.